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Trick you one.

The End

Sorry folks. It's the end of this blog already. I will no longer be blogging here. Thank you for the support. :)

Hello

It's been long isn't it? And people still visit this blog rather religiously. Haha! Have been busy with school work and general preparation with concerts. They're coming up in a week's time!

More updates later!

Sorry darling for not updating as often as I should

Heh.

I have this sudden urge to get out of my room and travel to Holland V to get my nails done. And to travel another 30 minutes to Lavender just to buy tickets to go home during the midterm break. Might as well grab my holidays before others start to fill it up. Hohoho.

Spent the whole afternoon working on PK. I'm going out of my mind! Lecturer just threw us some notes with lots of dubious equations and expect us to turn up for tutorial tomorrow. What is the point then, to have lectures when they are not used properly. And where is my school fees (not that I'm paying any of them *smug*) going to if the lecturers expect us to do self-teaching. Blah.

This weekend is good. :)

Happy Chinese New Year

A few things I found out:

1. I must be a full-fledged adult now (in my parents' friends' eyes) because they keep asking my father when he is going to hold a wedding feast.
2. Having fun with cousins now include taking the car out for a drive (no longer just running around the house playing hide and seek).
3. My aunts/uncles/older cousins ACTUALLY talk to me.

I'm getting old. Ugh. Cheers to doggy year.

I miss this...


















National Mall, Washington DC, USA

New Year's Eve

So it's a little late to write about New Year's Eve but I was reminded of a funny incident that happened on that day/night.

I was at hid house, all ready to go for the countdown in Mutiara Damansara. So I was just lounging about in his TV room watching Jennifer Garner in "13 Going On 30". He took a while to shower and change and then I saw him coming downstairs to style his hair. After prodding him to hurry up a bit, I went back to the TV room to resume watching the show. After about 15 minutes or so, I suddenly realised that this boy is taking waaay too long to style his hair. And I was right. I went upstairs into his room and found him happily clicking away on his computer, playing the extremely evil game known as Football Manager.

I tell you, Football Manager is the root of all evils. Hmmphf.

Nevertheless! It was a lovely NYE with him.

I have been extremely tardy in updating this blog. But this blog is probably not the most efficient and useful means to stay in touch with people because I hardly blog.

Oh well.

The boyfriend has just left tinylittleisland yesterday and I was operating on auto-pilot mode the whole day. Of course I suprised myself with the amount of strength needed to suppress flowing tears and wrenching heart with a cheerful demeanour. Don't want the people around to feel awkward mah.

Darn. This is a very hard post to write.

Anyhow, I'll just leave the blog as it is for now. I don't feel like updating and I don't feel like sharing my happiness/sorrows/anger/disappointment with anyone. Am toying with the idea of having a private blog instead. Hmm. Or maybe it's time to completely turn myself to the diary.

Bye.

New Year, New Semester

Was thinking of terminating this blog already. But am just too lazy. And feel a little sayang to delete all 4 years of blog entries. Not like they are really good entries anyway.

So, HAPPY NEW YEAR to all.

I've had a great Christmas and New Year's and this holiday was just great. My relation ship with TLY seemed to have grown by leaps and bounds. Things have changed and that is probably due to the customary growth expected of a person lah.

I've been happy and contented. Been to Ipoh and Penang for food/beach trip and got myself a little tummy and some tan.

Of course, we met up with a few friends and had some catch up chats. Missed the opportunity to meet a few people, but I guess it was rather inevitable.

And Christmas/New Year just isn't the same without you around, Wee Lee. Remember the Christmas Eve we slept through in 2004? And the fireworks that danced to "Dream A Little Dream Of Me". I missed that special trip and I want to do that trip again.

A new year has come and all I could hope for is to be a better and nicer person this year. :)

Pissy drove up the wall

I copied and pasted this from someone's comments somewhere. And I thought it is very meaningful. Now I hope that my mom could read this and understand it.

Yes, we had an argument over the phone yesterday. Over the issue of driving AGAIN. I think until the day she lets me drive without screaming at me for every little thing I do, this argument will never end. I actually got pretty disgusted that she actually said, "Well, there's no reason why you cannot drive alone." NO REASON, she said!! So I asked her whether she means unreasonable and then she quickly said that she did not want to dwell on the argument and want to hang up. I win. Muahaha.

But seriously, I have gotten my driving license in 2003 but I have yet to drive for more than 10 times. And before that, she was pestering me and brother to quickly go sign up for driving courses and hurry up with the driving exams. So now, 2+ years after getting the license and she is eating her words. And she said I was being overconfident. I think she has forgotten that "confidence" is the thing that brought me to where I am today. Pfft.

I am already a good few years into adulthood and yet she controls me like how I was back in 1998. I didn't mind it then because I was still young, but I mind it now.

And so you wonder where I got my paranoia, unreasonable behaviours and controlling streak from. Hah.

***

And a woman who held a babe against her bosom
said, “Speak to us of Children.”

And he said:
Your children are not your children.
They are the sons and daughters of Life’s longing for itself.
They come through you but not from you,
And though they are with you yet they belong not to you.

You may give them your love but not your thoughts,
For they have their own thoughts.
You may house their bodies but not their souls,
For their souls dwell in the house of tomorrow,
which you cannot visit, not even in your dreams.

You may strive to be like them, but seek not to make them like you.
For life goes not backward nor tarries with yesterday.
You are the bows from which your children as living arrows are sent forth.
The archer sees the mark upon the path of the infinite,
and He bends you with His might that His arrows may go swift and far.

Let your bending in the archer’s hand be for gladness;
For even as He loves the arrow that flies, so he loves
also the bow that is stable.

Kahlil Gibran
1883 – 1931
Lebanese poet, artist, and philosopher

Just for TLY

So YOU think that the birthday post was not long enough. And since I was out the whole day (I just got back a while ago), I did not have the opportunity to edit the post.

So here it is. A LONGER birthday post.

Here's a Happy 22nd Birthday to you my dear. Yes, you are very much younger than me (stop sniggering you fools) and so that gives me a legitimate reason to boss over you. Wahaha. :P

Anyway, I've actually typed out a rather long entry but have decided to delete it after reading through it. I sound extremely materialistic and superficial. :(

Well, I must say that you have made my life complete. To quote from the Japanese serial I watched (Crying somethingsomething center of the earth), I had to be alone in this world for x months before you came. And yet it took us almost xy months to get to know each other and another xyz months to be together. [x,y,z: whole numbers not including 0]

So I'm thanking you for your existence. Thank you for your presence in my life and thank you for being such a huge part of my life that I'll be crippled without you.

Happy Birthday!!

Happy 22nd birthday to my favourite boy! One year older now. You should start acting like an adult, TLY.

Nevertheless, I love you! And I can't wait to see you again. :)