Ahhhh...

I should go to sleep now...but I still want to be awake!! Funny.

Cold fire, loving hate, and whatever else...OXYMORONS. Don't know why I'm typing these, but I'm feeling a mixture of feelings now. Excited (somewhat) to go back, but yet slightly upset because I know I'm going to miss my dad, Malaysia and my cousin.

Fare thee well all ye Malaysians. :)

Haha. Spouting rubbish again. Maybe it's the dinner I had. Or maybe it's just me.
I'm thinking, maybe I should abandon all the work I'm doing now and do a major in English and Literature instead. So much more fun. Can still remember my Form 3 English teacher's comment. She said I have a knack in English. Well, but somehow I felt Science seems much safer. And besides, I can, er, mug for it? Hur hur.

IloveyouIloveyouIloveyouIloveyouIloveyou Rachel! Hehe. Getting mushy aren't I?
Keep your head up high girl coz God is with us, NOTHING can be against us! Take care and all the best for your studies. :)

Happy New Year! And early one at that...going back lar. sien.

Going back to Singapore is dreadful. First I have to put up with the dust that got into my nose and then sniffing away like a dog (heh, bad simile). Anyway, don't know what to say lar. Just look out of the window and look at the sky. The night sky today is spectacular. The full moon is all up and there for you to gaze at it. Reminds me of Thuy though. She happens to know only one Chinese song. Which also happens to be associated with the moon. Yue liang dai biao wo de xin.

Went for dinner with my family and cousins. I'm going to miss her (my cousin) so much! Can't believe this is the last time we played Pictionary together! And our last Christmas together! :( Until unless we go to New Zealand, there's no way I can see her. Well, all the best to you Debbie! :)

To Rachel. Don't feel so upset lar.

ON MY OWN

Eponine
And now I'm all alone again
Nowhere to turn, no one to go to
Without a home without a friend
Without a face to say hello to
And now the night is near
I can make believe he's here

Sometimes I walk alone at night
When everybody else is sleeping
I think of him and I'm happy
With the company I'm keeping
The city goes to bed
And I can live inside my head

On my own
Pretending he's beside me
All alone
I walk with him till morning
Without him
I feel his arms around me
And when I lose my way I close my eyes
And he has found me

In the rain the pavement shines like silver
All the lights are misty in the river
In the darkness, the trees are full of starlight
And all I see is him and me forever and forever

And I know it's only in my mind
That I'm talking to myself and not to him
And although I know that he is blind
Still I say, there's a way for us

I love him
But when the night is over
He is gone
The river's just a river
Without him
The world around me changes
The trees are bare and everywhere
The streets are full of strangers

I love him
But every day I'm learning
All my life
I've only been pretending
Without me
His world would go on turning
A world that's full of happiness
That I have never known

I love him
I love him
I love him
But only on my own.

Urgh. I wish I'm even more persistent than my father. He made me attend the wedding and then left me all alone to my own devices. I was supposed to interact with my cousins that are already married with kids. Little kids, mind you. How oh how? Didn' t even see them for 2 years! So all they did was asked politely whether I'm still studying in Singapore and the life there. Well...I'm thankful for their efforts, but it's obvious that we don't share the same wavelength, even more our age! OK. Maybe I shouldn't complain lar. The dinner was held in a church compound la, a simple dinner to announce to relatives that my cousin is married. He looks so different and heh, quite handsome too. Looks like the looks gene does run in the family huh? Hehe.

Like that lah. Can't believe I have 10 nephews and only 2 nieces from my father's side. Good thing they don't call me auntie or something. Just a normal jie jie.And it is enough to make me happy.

I want to go to Bukit Merah Laketown Resort! It's such a cool place! Can fish, kayak, make love (oooops) :p
Sorry, getting back to being horny again. Good day.

I think the best lovers I've come to know is King Solomon and his lover(dunno her name). The love sonnets he wrote for her is touching and it surpasses all other love sonnets I've read from Shakespeare and the like. And it apparently depicts the way Christ felt for us. Yeah. So that's why I'm feeling loved today.

I think I'm in love...
Never felt this way before, but he makes my heart beat really fast. And I can't sleep thinking of him...everything he says will replay in my mind over and over again...I feel satisfied even if he looks in my direction for a split second. Ooooooh...I love him!

Excerpt from some lovesick letter I received. Urgh. Is this how a person should feel when they're in love? If this is lovesick, then what is not? How come we were never taught about this in school? SO we are supposed to bump our way around to discover what is right and appropriate? Heck. I think we face this (allow me to call this)problem more often than a trigo question in life. Bah.

Somebody help me. Maybe I'm in love too.

There's actually good show on TV3 tonight!

The house is very quiet now that my mom is away in Kota Kinabalu and my brother away for Youth Camp. And it's raining outside, making the house warm and cosy. Aaaah...

So there's a hacker in Blogger! And I was denied access until I used my original username and password. HAH.
And I almost signed up a new account elsewhere. But I figure I won't be using it anyway...looks like this blog will shut down soon and guess I'll be out of blogging business for good.

Oh oh. Then I might as well utilise this as much as possible huh?

I'll be leaving for Penang tomorrow!! And that also means I'll be going to Singapore soon. Which also means school's going to reopen soon! Looks like we have workaholics as our neighbour huh? Not to mention a very kiasu but successful one huh?

Hur hur.

Too happy too soon. I still have to go to Penang. But at least, only for two days.

Having a child without ever getting into marriage. Interesting huh?

My password is mysteriously changed without my knowledge. But who would want to break in my blog?? I don't understand.

Why's everybody in a bad mood??
Isn't it a miracle that we are alive??
Shouldn't we be thankful for our ability to see, think, hear, feel, touch??

Somebody came when I left? Who's that?

Time to change my layout again. Thanks again Rachel. It's a wonderful favour you gave me! :)

Time flies.

Went for Christmas dinner with my extended family at The Summit Hotel.

Now it's over.

And I'm home.

I won't be going to Penang!! Yay!!

Ah. Am very tired after a whole of walking and partying...but the neighbour's kids are making lots of noise outside.

Merry Christmas! May the window of heaven open for you so that His blessings will fall upon your incessantly. Thank God for His wondrous grace and mercy...and the greatest of all, His love for us. :)

Remember the reason we celebrate Christmas. The Saviour was given to us this day 2000 years ago.

Merry Christmas Merry Christmas. Haha.

I received cards from the most unexpected people today. One from an old arch rival and the other my best friend from kindergarten!! She finished her STPM already!! And I'm still stuck in JC. Bah.

Tomorrow's Christmas!! And today's Christmas Eve...well, like nobody knows...
Gotta attend a party today. Think I'll be dead by tomorrow...:)

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:) I'm bored. Researching for GP is boring.

Was having a horrible hangover for not sleeping for more than 24 hours. When I finally got to sleep, dad decided to go for dinner. Grr. One hour's sleep is definitely not enough to compensate for 8 hours' loss of sleep! Good thing I didn't fall asleep in church today. In fact, the message is really powerful. It's from the all familiar Isaiah 9:6. *grin*
Oh. And a quote.
A fashion designer can put new suit on an old man,
But only God can put a new man into an old suit.
My eyes are hurting. Was peeling some chillies for dad just now and then I think I rubbed my eyes right after washing my hands. Now it hurts badly. Like I decided to apply deep heat on my eyes. :p

To love another person
Is to see the face of God!

It's too soon, too soon to say goodbye.

Will you join in our crusade?
Who will be strong and stand with me?
Somewhere beyond the barricade
Is there a world you long to see?

Les Miserables Finale

Hallo. I'm back to blogging business again. Just came back from mamak-ing and felt so good meeting my school friends again. Hehe. We really had a great time teasing my senior and well...she's as chio as ever. Hahar.

Go sign in my guestbook! I did some changes to it. Nice oranges there to entice you.

Have I ever told you your phonecalls make my day?? I miss you! *muacks*

And please pardon the time difference. Too long to explain here, but some entries are meant to be on Monday and some on Sunday.

Argh. Was reminding myself but I keep forgetting. Sorry Rachel. The blog you are reading now looks very Christmassy huh? Yes. It's all done by Rachel, design and all. It's her Christmas favour/present for me! Thanks Rachel. Thanks a million.

Wow. I went to Sunway Lagoon today. So many people!! Ah. Tired. Shall not type too much. But I noticed I've been spending a lot of time with my cousins recently. Ah well.

I would if I could.

I thought my pastor don't know me but he certainly suprised me this morning. He was welcoming 'our young people that are studying overseas' and made me and several of my friends to stand. Since I sat at another section where there's no other youth of my age in the sanctuary, I was quite reluctant to do so. And then he turned around and signaled me to stand. Aah. *shy shy shy*. So paiseh!! I mean, I love attention and all...but not like this lah...

Sigh. I've never felt this way before but I think the Malaysian-ness is growing into me. I am starting to appreciate the beauty of messiness and unorganised-ness after being fed with loads of organised stuff in Singapore. The fact that terrace houses can look remotely different is really a sight to behold. It is in fact an exhibition of Malaysian creative juices. The lackadaisical attitude Malaysians is impressive. Who will not be awed when a family of 5 is squeezed onto a motorcycle? Hehe. And the fact that you'll get a stray dog trotting across your path is refreshing. I can hear the cock crow at 1am sometimes... :) Yes. No doubt, Malaysia has her weaknesses, and needs to improve in many areas, otherwise Malaysia should stay Malaysia. I don't want a pseudo-Singapore in Malaysia [hopefully not created by us!]. :P

I'm going to Sunway Lagoon tomorrow! Yay. Been spending every available weekend with my cousins. And I miss them so much! I remember when we were younger, we used to visit each other's homes to stay over for the night. It was great! Making music together for Christmas and all. Ah. Memories. Heh.
Recently, we played a game of Monopoly. And I won. HAHAHAHAHA....Never felt so rich in my life before. Hehe.

Oh oh...Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri dan Maaf Zahir Batin!

Faith is the substance of things hoped for, the evidence of things not seen.
Hebrews 11:1, NKJV

Today's message was based largely on this verse. Faith is substance and it has to be compact. Faith is not blind belief, it is not make believe. And to have faith, a person must be at peace with himself, ie, his mind, will and heart must be in line and not struggle against each other. Furthermore, without faith, it is impossible to please God. I'm going to have faith in God. True faith. Faithful faith. [Actually I cannot remember the exact message, but this is the gist of it.]

And it was really superb coz I met my friends that went to Australia to study. Hm. Let me see...I think I have like more than 10 friends spread all over Australia doing their degree. And a few more elsewhere. Someone asked me a question and she was startled that I'm still doing a Pre-U course. I was shocked too. I'm still stuck in Pre-U when I should be in University now, doing my first year at least. Blame the lousy, screwed up Malaysian education system that decreed all vernacular school students to attend an additional year of secondary education if less than 4As and 2Bs for certain subjects are obtained. And I'm one of the unlucky people that happens to be in this last batch...It's not fun being ONE year older than your classmates in Malaysia and then TWO miserable years older than your Singaporean 'counterparts'. It made me bitter for a while. It's so unfair. BUT, I believe it's the will of God to, well, delay me. I wouldn't have gone to Singapore and wouldn't have met interesting people and wouldn't have had those experience I had. And I think it's a way to get me out of the mediocre life I've been leading...although in God's eyes I'm not any other mediocre-person-on-the-streets. Well, God works in a funny manner I can never comprehend. And I hope He is doing weird things you do not comprehend too...but believe me, it's for you, our, good. :)

Merry Christmas.

Hey, why can't you cross a mountain climber and a mosquito?
Coz one is scalar (scaler) and the other is a vector.
Ha har.

Another one:
How do you know whether the DNA is a male or female?
You pull it's genes (jeans) down!
Hahar.

Another one! Courtesy of Tong.
What do you call a line of rabbits walking backwards?
A receding hare line.

I found someone with the same birthday as me! But I think she's 10-20 years older than me. She's Maggie!

Argh. The closing ceremony's on the 21st. And guess where I'll be? Stuck in KL. Great.

I miss Norlan! I can't believe I'll never see her again until March! That's like...eternity to me!

How can I forget the times when both of us would snuggle underneath my blanket while discussing about our loves and crushes. The late nights we stayed up just to argue our beliefs and principles. The times we would sneak up to Level 4 to watch TV after lights out. The times when we go jogging but instead ending up looking at houses around Bukit Timah. Listening to her singing in the bathroom (hehe). The times we compared our GP tutors and all...sigh. All the good times. :( It'll all be memories now.

I'm going to bed very late recently. But I suddenly felt like blogging although I'm planning to leave soon.
Erm. Yeah. There's a new blog in town! Go visit it if you have the time.
Bye.

5 things you know about me:
1. I am a female
2. I am much older than my 'peers'.
3. Doing A-levels now.
4. I am *gasp* 19!
5. Born and bred in KL.

5 things you may not know about me:
1. I still dream of dancing a solo ballet piece. Heh.
2. I get headaches smelling feng you [Chinese medicated oil]
3. Dogs make me drool.
4. The first thing I look at the opposite sex is his mouth. [Ask Norlan]
5. I have a love in my life. :)

Wey Ling's Wish List: (Updated, again)
1. Les Miserables original soundtrack
2. Les Miserables original scores
3. ~~A new Christmassy layout for my blog~~ I'm getting this! Thanks to Rach.
4. The sandals I saw at Tangs!
5. ~~Driving license~~ Left Behind from MPH
6. A capella Christmas Carols CD
7. I want to dance ballet again!!!
8. Ballet ballet ballet...

Grrr. I found out I have to go to Penang after Christmas. And the worst thing is, I was SUPPOSED to be at home. But because my mom has to fly off to Kota Kinabalu for business and my bro's off attending a camp, I'm SUPPOSED to be home alone while dad attends my cousin's wedding. Argh. No offence whatsoever, but it's the travelling I dislike and meeting all the relatives that I've probably seen when I was only a month old. And now I have to accompany my dad to Penang!!!!! *grumble gumble* And I don't even know the full name of my cousin that's gonna get married! Grrrr...

This is another song that I'm in love with...

Somethin' Stupid
originally by Frank Sinatra and Nancy Sinatra.
Resung by Robbie Williams and Nicole Kidman

I know I stand in line until you think you have the time to spend an evening with me.
And if we go some place to dance I know that there's a chance you won't be leaving with me.
Then afterwards we drop into a quiet little place and have a drink or two.
And then I go and spoil it all by saying something stupid like "I love you"

I can see it in your eyes that you despise the same old lies you heard the night before.
And though it's just a line to you, for me it's true and never felt so right before.

I practice every day to find some clever lines to say to make the meaning come true,
But then I think I'll wait until the evening gets late and I'm alone with you.
The time is right, your perfume fills my head, the stars get red and oh the night so blue.
And then I go and spoil it all by saying something stupid like "I love you"

The time is right, your perfume fills my head, the stars get red and oh the night so blue.
And then I go and spoil it all by saying something stupid like "I love you"

I love you...

Even the chocolates and the yoghurts and the milk and the cheese taste/smell like durian!!!

Argh. Dad bought durians and it stinks up the whole house!! Even the layer cake I bought from Rachel has a tinge of durian-ess to it. Argh. I hate durians. I hate durians. I hate durians.
There. According to my Lit teacher, if you repeat something 3 times, it's like curse. Hah. Well, curse me. But I hate durians. Oh no. 4th time. Now it'll not work....*groan*

My little toe is all purple now...looks like a fat purple worm. Haha. And I'm still high from seeing my zenior yesterday. Oops. Senior i mean. Typo.

And Lee Hoe Tak, you'd better sign my guestbook or something bad will happen to you. Trust me, you wouldn't want to incur my wrath.

Haharrr...the power of being a woman.

Daniel Lee Hoe Tak is an a**!! He refused to sign in my guestbook!

Never knew I could feel like this--
Like I've never seen the sky before.
I want to vanish inside your kiss...
Every day I love you more and more.
Listen to my heart,
Can you hear it sing:
Telling me to give you everything?
Seasons may change,
Winter to spring--
But I love you until
The end of time.
Come what may,
Come what may:
I will love you until my dying day.

Suddenly the world seems
Such a perfect place.
Suddenly it moves with
Such a perfect grace.
Suddenly my life
Doesn't seem such a waste.
My world revolves around you.

And there's no mountain too high,
No river too wide--
Sing out this song
And I'll be there by your side.
Storm clouds may gather
And stars may collide--
But I love you until
The end of time.

Come what may,
Come what may,
I will love you until my dying day.

Oh, come what may,
Come what may--
I will love you,
I will love you...

Suddenly the world seems
Such a perfect place...

Come what may,
Come what may,
I will love you until my dying day.

I like this song. Reminds me of RJ's busking on Orchard when my classmate sang this.

No. No. I have changed my mind.

Wey Ling's Wish List: (Updated)
1. Les Miserables original soundtrack
2. Les Miserables original scores
3. A new Christmassy layout for my blog
4. The sandals I saw at Tangs!
5. ~~Driving license~~ Left Behind from MPH
6. A capella Christmas Carols CD

I want a Christmas layout!!! *sob*

Rachel says I should post my wish list here so that you people know what to get me for Christmas. Hehe.
Here they are.

Wey Ling's Wish List:
1. Les Miserables original soundtrack
2. Les Miserables original scores
3. A new Christmassy layout for my blog
4. The sandals I saw at Tangs!
5. Driving license
6. A capella Christmas Carols

I think that's all la. I don't want a lot of things. But I really really want the Les Miz soundtrack. Think I'll have to get it myself lah. It's too expensive.

Oh, and I saw that wiggling Santa at Midvalley!! He greets shoppers with Merry Christmas! Ho, ho, ho! and starts singing Jingle Bells. And guess where all that sound come from? His crotch. Mwahahahhaha....
How entertaining. And my, there's a whole bunch of crowd outside the store watching Santa strut his stuff. Heh.

I was on the way back from Midvalley Megamall and bumped into my long-lost senior which was also my Head Prefect. Anyway, before I left for Singapore, there was this weird relationship going on between us. Well, being in an all girls' school, most of us, if not all, have a certain amount of abnormal sexual inclination, ie, admiring other girls. So the tale goes that she has some, well, feelings for me and apparently trying to hide it. But nothing can escape my roving eyes. I can see things others cannot see. And of course, sometimes I don't see things what others can see. Heh. Anyway, digression. And hey, why am I telling you all these...argh. Nevermind. Yeah, I saw her with a guy. I sort of recognised her from her ponytail and all, but I wasn't sure. SO, what I did was...[drum rolls], I followed them. Heh. All the way into the LRT and stood near them. I almost tried to get her attention by doing something, but well, she seemed too engrossed talking to her dah-ling. And well...she finally saw me when she and her boy-boy was alighting. Anyway, this wasn't the fun part. On the way out of the LRT, she saw me and my, was her mouth big. Hehe. She was so suprised and I just said hello. You know, being the cool cat I am. Hah. She walked past me and asked whether I have her number. And I said, No. I don't want your phone number. I bet it astounded her. Nyekekeke. I called her when I was back and she almost killed me when she found out I was er, trailing them. Haha.

"Sei lor, sei lor! You saw everything?? [Die lar, die lar]
"Of course, all your PDA. Hahaha."

Man, this is the most interesting thing that has ever happened to me this hols. Watching Harry Potter isn't so interesting anymore la.

Hullo. There'll be a change in date for the ASEAN scholars (past and present) gathering at Wee Lee's place.
It's going to be on the 21st December 2001 instead. And since it's a Friday...hur hur...
Anyway, it'll be like a Christmas gathering, sort of. So thinking that you people might want to bring some er, gifts? Any violent objections please mail me. Thanks.

Poor Wee Lee. I suppose I have learnt how to tolerate these trash. I feel so lost sometimes. I mean, being a Malaysian, I should love my country and all that crap, but I really cannot stand the mediocre minds of the people.
And again, I laugh at the always unsuccessful campaigns they are having. I would call it hangat-hangat tahi ayam if you know what I mean. Translated literally, hot-hot shit chicken. :P Like the recent campaign to speak proper English. Who cannot forget the seruan kerajaan to be IT-literate?? And the weird jingle that goes with it. Hahahahhaahha...

Or should I?

Nyekekekekeekkeke....

I officially stole this from someone. And I think someone needs to read this!

Have you ever loved someone and they had absolutely no idea about your feelings? Perhaps falling for your best friend and keeping silent, only to see him/her together with another person? The fear of rejection is so hard to handle that you deny your feelings for someone, afraid to lose what you two have built up over time. The worst way you can miss someone is to have him/her sitting next to you but you could never really have him/her. Which hurts more... pouring out your feelings and run the risk of being rejected or regreting for saying nothing and wishing that you had. Well, the most important things are those that are the hardest to say.

To my friend, follow your heart and never regret~

So Wee Lee, who is that someone ar?

Argh. Getting late. Have to go shopping with mummy dearest tomorrow. Good night all. :)

Of course, I have much much better things to do:
1. Mug Chemistry...(there's an Organic Chem test on the first day of school!)
2. Finish up my Christmas shopping (but my poor little toe)
3. Start packing to go back to Singapore! (Yay!)
Well, argh, no motivation...

Rach, I hope you are feeling better now. Do call me if there's anything. :) Love you lots. *bear hug*

And oh, Merry early Christmas to all of you!!

Chestnuts roasting on the open fire
Jack Frost nipping on your nose
La la la la la la ....
Can't seem to remember any Christmas songs...ah well. :)

Whoopee!!! I have changed my layout again...
Yes, I admit I'm wu liao to have wasted my time over this urm, useless thing. But well, it's a joy to see the result of your work in just a matter of seconds! Exhilirating!!

Jesus is the reason we celebrate Christmas! To hell with Santa Claus and all his reindeers. :p

Grrr. I'm starting to dislike this layout. It chopped the most poignant part of my writing away. Damn. Time to move again!!

Inspiration came visiting at 2.59am this morning. :)

He asked the question again
I couldn't answer the question
Again

Do you love me?
Simple

Love me
That's all I ask of you

But
mypainmydisappointmentmyangermysadnessmy h e a r t
b r o k e n.
HOW CAN I LOVE WITH A HEART LIKE THAT?

Remember
He knows your whoops of joy
He knows your desires
He knows your hopes
Your sighs
Your tears
He knows
He just knows

He knows the dull thud
As it turns His muscles fluid
He knows the ripping sound
As it tears His flesh off
He knows the pounding vibrations
As it nailed Him to the Cross
He knows the piercing sensation
As He is crowned the King of Jews
He knows the gushing of His blood

As it flows freely out of His sides
For you
For me

"Liar, liar, liar!" cried the Jews.
"It is finished!"

He knows the pain
He felt the pain

Your heart is broken
His heart hurts
But He heals

His love
My love
Jesus

Stupid me. I kicked my foot against my cupboard and it hurts like err...hell now. Ouch. And I can't move my little toe...*sob*

Ladadeeda...I feel like talking NOW, but nobody's online. Sigh.

The cat test I took!

Take the What Cat Are You? test!

Can't believe this mannn...

I feel really horrible today. Woke up early and decides to watch TV. Watched The Making Of...the Lord of The Ring and was bumming all the way till 3pm. Then, realising I've wasted precious time in front of the idiot box (which is slowly transforming me into one), I proceeded to do some Physics. Wow. And I realised (enlightenment day today) I need to brush up on Ideal Gases. Argh. God help me. At this rate I'm going, I wonder whether I'll even pass A-level or even worse...will I get my scholarship terminated??

And horror of all horrors...the Prelims are in 9 months time. Yikes. Better get my butt off and do some more work.

Ever wished you were born dead? I wonder what's the rationale behind it.

Wow. Britney is dumb, dumb, dumb. I love this site.

Would you get married at 20? I mean...woo hoo...twenty!! ~Btw, sorry to those that intend to marry young.~

Which reminds me, I (personally) know three persons that are already married...and they are *cough* my age.

And Wee Lee, you can have all the credit you want for actually finding out Oliver Wood's name. Thank you lah. But really, I would have found out his name anyway...it's just the matter of time. And DO STOP blaming me for making you watch Harry Potter. You suggested it first, and I sort of errr...seconded it. :)

I wish I can blog anywhere and anytime when I feel like it. Like on a bus or something. Can a Palm do that? Cos when you have nothing to do, it's really interesting to see what others do (I think I'm a subject of their observation too) like looking through their shopping and trying out the nail polish they've bought. How oblivious they are to their surroundings. Refreshing too. Never noticed this kind of attitude in Singapore.
Maybe it's just the Malaysian thing.

Watched Joyride today. Thriller? Not really. More like
Memento + I knew what you did last summer = Joyride.
And I am very unsatisfied with it's ending. Well, I think that's the only thing that made me jump. So abrupt. And none of the main casts died. Cheh.

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Got this from www.ticqle.com.

Might as well try it all.
My exotic name is (woo hooooo) The Sexy Starr Brite. Whatever that is. Hope it's not a name of a sponge although it sounds pretty err exotic.

And my Hillbilly name (whatever that is): Betty Sue Stanton a.k.a. Penny
Now isn't that baaaad or what?

And not to mention, my cereal name: Tasty Peanut Butter Balls.
Yucks. How accurate can they be.

Great. I am Ivarr the Ugly. Darn.

Ever wondered how is it like standing in between two tall buildings built like, really close to each other? Well. I don't know how it feels like. So, if you have this experience, come share it with me.

Been getting weird dreams lately. Weird as in it's realistic and it sort of concerns me in real life. Stuff like boarding and school. And looks like even the same enemies exist in dreams.
I once heard that if you can control your dreams, you can control real life. I wonder how true it is.

I was in the National Blood Bank and I came to Level 3 and 4 and smelt something bad. Then some voice from behind said it's death's scent. Became so afraid and I woke up immediately and started praying.

Stumbled across this person's site. Don't know his real name, but I linked him anyway. Some pretty 'deep' stuff he has there. Try clicking on his 'observations' link. Hard, but true.

Hur hur. Wee Lee wants to beat Lip Yoong in SAT? Hur hur.
And he said he'll be satisfied with what I have. Hur hur.
And my scores are obviously much less than Tong's. Hur hur. Great dream Wee. Hurrrr.

Cow and chicken is so cute. Hur hur. At least the cow is. Hur hur.

From afar my eyes take him in. Savouring every little detail as my eyes sweep from his bushy cropped hair to his hands in the pants pocket all the way down to his sandal-clad feet. My urge, to run up to him, to wrap my arms around him has to be contained. I must, I must not let my feelings run wild! He's after all, only a mannequin on an exhibit.

There. Something different after a long while. Have not been blogging much recently due to my lack of inspiration. Heh.