Oh, but there is one, no, TWO things that I'm very satisfied with. VERY. And I thank God for them. :) I'll want no other substitutes for them.

Don't know why, but I'm looking forward to going to NUS. Haha. Even without a confimed place. Although I still harbour hopes of going to UK. Specifically to London. Sigh. Feeling kinda down today. I wonder why.

Well, I'll be quitting my lousy job on the 6th. After that I'll be an official bum-mer again. Heh. Then I'll be complaining about it on the blog and I'll go find something to do. And when I found something to do, I'll complain about the lack of personal time and yeah, the lack of time spent with my loved ones. I just can't be satisfied lah.

15 Things You Probably Never Knew or Thought About

1. At least 5 people in this world love you so much they would die for you.

2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way.

3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you.

4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you.

5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep.

6. You mean the world to someone.

7. If not for you, someone may not be living.

8. You are special and unique.

9. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you.

10. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it.

11. When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look: you most likely turned your back on the world.

12. When you think you have no chance of getting what you want, you probably won't get it, but if you believe in yourself, probably, sooner or later, you will get it.

13. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks.

14. Always tell someone how you feel about them; you will feel much better when they know.

15. If you have a great friend, take the time to let them know that they are great.

Hee hee. Stole this from somewhere. Nice thoughts huh?

Anyway. I passed my driving! And it was such a breeze thanks to the disgusting laziness of the officers a.k.a. the examiners. Hee hee. So happy. BUT, (I just hate the word 'but') I'm not allowed to drive around alone yet. Yep, I need to be chaperoned at all times for a month at least. URGH.

AND, it's so gonna be wonderful tonight. :)

EH?

Another one.


What's Your Personality?Find out!

Anyway, the previous test is making me really hungry. Hmmm. I want some sushi.

I'm bored. So sue me.


Which Part of a Meal Are You?Find out!

Ah hah!

Why Do I Feel So Sad
Alicia Keys
Friends we've been for so long
Now true colors are showing
Makes me wanna cry oh yes it does
Cuz I had to say goodbye

By now I should know
That in time things would change
So it shouldn't be so bad
So why do I feel so sad

How can I adjust
To the way that things are going
It's killing me slowly
Oh I just want it to be how it used to be

Cuz I wish that I could stay
But in time things must change
So it shouldn't be so bad
So why do I feel so sad

You cannot hide the way you feel inside I realize
Your actions speak much louder than words
So tell me why oh

By now I should know that
That in time things would change
So it shouldn't be it shouldn't be so bad
So why do I feel so sad

By now I should know
That in time things must change
So it shouldn't be so bad
So why do I feel so sad

By now by now I should know
That in time things must grow
And I had to leave you behind
So why do I feel so sad
If it couldn't be that bad
Tell me why

By now I should know
That in time things would change
So it shouldn't be so bad
So why do I feel so sad

So I guess I have the license to spoil everybody's mood as well. I want to scream. I want to shout, I want to make everybody hear me. ARRRRRGGGGGHHHHHHHHH.

And I can't seem to find Norah Jones lyrics!!!!!! Grrr. I think I might want to get her album sometime soon.

Am in a depressed mood. I suspect it's PMS. Sheesh.

Lovely song from a lovely movie.

YOU'VE GOT A WAY WITH ME
You've got a way with me
Somehow you got me to believe
In everything that I could be
I've gotta say -- you really got a way
You've got a way it seems
You gave me faith to find my dreams
You'll never know just what that means
Can't you see... you got a way with me

Chorus
It's in the way you want me
It's in the way you hold me
The way you show me just what love's made of
It's in the way we make love

You've got a way with words
You get me smiling even when it hurts
There's no way to measure what your love is worth
I can't believe the way you get through to me

Bridge:
Oh, how I adore you
Like no one before you
I love you just the way you are

It's just the way you are

Anyway, it's my off day again!! And something good has happened. Overheard a phone conversation and someone's supposed to come over for interview. HAH. So I'm crossing my fingers that she'll be accepted and then I can leave...for good! Yay. Prayed for open doors (to get out of this) and I can't believe it's happening so fast. Hee. I love it when good things happen after another good thing. They just seem to tumble out of nowhere and it's so hard to contain all of them in your lap. :) There's a verse that mentioned about overflowing. *grin* And I just can't wait. 5 more days to go!

Hm. Thinking of the things I want to do today...badly wanted to read, but there's nothing I've not read in the house. Hm. I want to reread Sophie's World again, but it's not with me. And I want my Mockingbird toooo...Hmmph. Oh yes, maybe I should try searching for scholarships to UK! Yesss. Bye!

*yawn*

I want to quit my job I want to quit my job I want to quit my job I want to quit my job I want to quit my job I want to quit my job I want to quit my job I want to quit my job I want to quit my job I want to quit my job I want to quit my job I want to quit my job I want to quit my job I want to quit my job I want to quit my job I want to quit my job I want to quit my job I want to quit my job I want to quit my job I want to quit my job I want to quit my job I want to quit my job I want to quit my job I want to quit my job I want to quit my job I want to quit my job I want to quit my job I want to quit my job I want to quit my job I want to quit my job I want to quit my job I want to quit my job I want to quit my job I want to quit my job I want to quit my job I want to quit my job I want to quit my job I want to quit my job I want to quit my job I want to quit my job I want to quit my job I want to quit my job I want to quit my job I want to quit my job.

It's sooo easy to use copy and paste. And I want to quit my job. I'm going nowhere!! ^%$^@#%$

What I really want to do now is to have a nice dinner in a wonderful restaurant, complete with the right atmosphere and the right person. Heh. Guess I'm tired lah. I badly want to pamper myself, but with what??? I'm still pretty broke. And I miss reading...Funny isn't it. When I had absolutely nothing to do but to read, I complain. Now that I have things to do but no time to read, I complain too. Sigh. What's the word to describe my situation?

Anyway, something really funny happened today in the boutique. Since I can't laugh out loud in front of the customers, I had to make a dash to the storeroom to release the pent-up laughter. Haha. And you guessed it, I'm not sharing the funny story. Blergh.

Sigh. TOO LATE! Damn.

Hope I'm not too late.

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY to every single friend I have and especially to you. :)

Wooh. I like this song.

YOUR BODY IS A WONDERLAND (John Mayer)

We got the afternoon
You got this room for two
One thing I've left to do
Discover me
Discovering you

One mile to every inch of
Your skin like porcelain
One pair of candy lips and
Your bubblegum tongue

And if you want love
We'll make it
Swimming a deep sea
Of blankets
Take all your big plans
And break 'em
This is bound to be a while

Your body Is a wonderland
Your body is a wonder (I'll use my hands)
Your body Is a wonderland

Something 'bout the way your hair falls in your face
I love the shape you take when crawling towards the pillowcase
You tell me where to go and
Though I might leave to find it
I'll never let your head hit the bed
Without my hand behind it

you want love?
We'll make it
Swimming a deep sea
Of blankets
Take all your big plans
And break 'em
This is bound to be a while

Your body Is a wonderland
Your body is a wonder (I'll use my hands)
Your body Is a wonderland

Damn baby
You frustrate me
I know you're mine all mine all mine
But you look so good it hurts sometimes

Your body Is a wonderland
Your body is a wonder (I'll use my hands)
Your body Is a wonderland
Your body is a wonderland

Update! I'm currently working...FINALLY! After so many days/weeks(!) of boredom. But then again, I'm not satisfied coz this job is so not me. I am frankly, a frank (no pun intended) person and I find dishing out fake compliments a pure torture. I mean, if someoe (in my opinion) deserves compliments, I will go all the way to make the person feel appreciated etc. But to spoilt, ugly and fat bitches, I think it's best I keep my mouth shut and give them an angelic smile. Anyway, back to the point. I don't like this job because I have to help other women become bimbos. And I loathe it. I mean, after all these fights for women's rights, these bimbos still want to be bimbos and buy sexy, almost transparent lingerie just to please men. Hello? I thought it's no longer in to be regarded as pleasure-giving machine? This is so damn degrading. And my boss just have to bolster their stupid idiotic beliefs by telling them it's all about women's self-esteem. My foot. Don't know why am I so bothered about this. Maybe they really want to look good for themselves, maybe they want to feel sexy and masturbate themselves..hai. Whatever the reasons are, I still do not approve of lacy, transparent, cover-but-still-peeping-boobs-type of sleep wear. OK. I may sound like I'm jealous, but I'm not. I mean, my body's way sexier than all those fat women. Heh. Arrogance rules...today. So I'll be back to work again tomorrow. Sigh. And have to look stupid while I tend to spoilt kids demanding for Princesse Tam Tam sheer bras.

OK. End of ranting session.

Sigh. I miss him. And it's only the 3rd day. And Valentine's Day is only 2 days away...

Sheesh. I've gotta do it alone. Why doesn't my brother at least try to be nice?? It's not that hard isn't it? Sheesh sheesh. Not in the best of moods today. Almost rammed into a crazy speeding car on a kampung road. And knowing my strength isn't in stepping on the brakes properly, I might get hit from the back. Oh yes, then I'll be wonderfully squashed in a Kancil. Hah. A Kancil sandwich, anyone? *%$#%*

I'm curious. How do people fall in love? What makes the other person tick? Why is there a 'butterfiles in stomach' feeling when hands just brush past?

Hello. Looks like I've not been blogging faithfully for the past few weeks. Faithfully as in writing readable stuff. But then again, I always wonder who actually reads my blog. Then I will continue wondering whether this blog is useful in the first place. Why did I start blogging? Hai. Shang Nao Jing.

On the subject of unfaithfulness, I think I've been unfaithful for the past month. *guilty look* Maybe it's due to the fact that I've been thrown out of balance by my lack of useful activity. It's kinda hard to get back on track again.

Can still remember my enthusiasm even before the 2nd common test, planning in my head the things I want to do after A levels - jazz lessons, French course, some econs/management/bussiness course etc. But of course, none of those came to pass. Maybe I could try training my left hand...

And obviously, my thoughts are disjointed. Maybe if Pereira is to analyse my sentences, she'd condemn me to eternal damnation. Hai. After one and half years, I think I'm her lousiest student. Of course, I'm harbouring this hope that I'll get a distinction in GP just so I can snub her. Wishful thinking huh? But without hope, people perish. Or is it without vision, people perish?? Aiyah. Don't know lah. Maybe I should just jolly well go read and watch some TV.

ANYWAY. Let's pray for peace. I'm crossing my fingers and legs (heh) that US won't go to war with Iraq. How many more innocent lives they want to affect?? All because of pride. Sheesh.

Yay. I'm back from Penang!

Happy Chinese New Year everyone...