And more.
You have a knack for greatness. For the record, you are:
81% Un-telligent, which is significantly higher than the current average of 60%. (What the hell is this anyway)
Here is the custom report of your personality that led our team of geeks to conclude (with confidence) that you are resourceful and sly woman:

"The subject shows a very high level of intelligence, and her sense of observation is one of her best qualities. Considering this, she shows a lot of potential, but that's only part of the equation.

"Finally, the subject displayed a great (and somewhat perverted!) sense of humor, a decent and respectable sense of morality, and a barbaric self-confidence. The balance of these three traits is important; high levels of confidence, medium levels of morality, and a good level of humor make for the strongest individuals."

Har har. The best-est joke I've heard so far.

I'm bored!! And no matter how much I clean up my room, the mess is still there. So I've decided to stop. And take dumb tests like this:


Only 28% !!?? I thought I'm a very bitchy. Oh well. These tests are dumb.

I'm so tired. But I need to blog. Heh.

Things that happened to me today, or rather what I did today: (pretty effective eh.)
1. Went shopping today!! Bought many things and of course, got my bras. Hm. Nice lacy ones and they cost a bomb. Wonder why. And not everybody gets to see them anyway.
2. Received my UCAS acknowledgement card today. Yay. And I declare that Malaysian postal system is slow. S-L-O-W. 9 days from Great Britain to KL?? Come on...
3. Received a Christmas card from a good friend of 15 years! Wow. Didn't even realise we've been friends for that long. And she's in USM now doing a BA in translating and interpretation. Now how cool is that!! She's doing Japanese language though. But wow. I'm pretty impressed. Anyway, that girl never cease to amaze me with the wacky stuff she does. She's just one of a kind. Like me. Heehee.

Just realised the previous post doesn't make sense. Anyway. Merry Christmas!

Have you ever felt that someone you love is taking you for granted? I don't know why I'm feeling this way. Weird. Just weird. Maybe it's the wrong time even to feel this way. Considering Christmas is in 15 minutes' time. But what's in Christmas?? It doesn't feel so special anymore. All the looking forward to and presents are so futile, so superficial. All I know is what I know what Christmas stands for. And the knowledge...is well, just knowledge. There isn't any conviction to my belief anymore. Oh well.

"To really love someone...you don't just see them as an extension of yourself. You don't just love them for what's in it for you. Love means knowing when to let go"
--Tony Parsons Man and Boy

Beautiful isn't it. :)

Finished reading Tony Parsons' Man and Boy. It is a great book!! To sum it all up, the book's all about love. Common yet extraordinary manly love. The amount of love (don't think love is measurable, but what the heck) touched my heart immensely... Cried so many times especially in part three. The wife's a go-getter and I admire that, but guess that's (go read and find out what 'that' is) what happens when oneself comes first before all else. Haha. Am in danger of committing that too. Heh. Hm. :) Should go read the book. Really really.

Argh. Typed something already but clicked on the wrong button and everything's gone.

Rachel thinks I'm getting miang, but I don't think so. Just because of my previous post?? Haha.

Anyway, I've got a stye in my eye!! It's hurting so much that I think I won't be attending church tomorrow...not to mention the last-minute Christmas shopping after that. Not that I enjoy shopping that much, but well, I've not gotten anything for my loved ones. Heh. Am feeling quite guilty now. :( And besides, I'll be doing someone a favour... *grin*

Just came back from my church's Christmas production. It was fabulous!! Sorry Val. Heh. The singing's great, the set's amazing and basically the whole thing's really professional. :) Should have made you guys go lar.
Have a great weekend. I love you all!!!

I'm very happy. :)

Eh. So that means I must die to be with my loved one. Uh oh.

Hm. According to this test, Which tragic Shakespearean heroine are you, I am Juliet. Mwahaha. Hahahahaha...

I'm hungry.

Would love to recount my last 2 days in Genting. But there's no need to coz it's unlikely to be an interesting read. Anyway, just to sum it all up, it was cold. Yup. Cold. Was very tempted to run naked in the cold weather but I might get sent to Tanjung Rambutan. Hm. Isn't it so fun to be able to do that.

Been having weird and wacky thoughts in my head lately. Am wondering why. Hm. Let me go figure out.

Hm. I think the last thing you need from people is sympathy right Rach? :) So be strong girl. Maybe it's just the absence that's biting into you. Anyway, I wouldn't know would I? :)

Just received a not-so-nice email from a friend. It kinda disappointed me quite a lot. :( But that got me thinking. Am I expecting people's life to revolve around mine? Or am I trying to plan my life around people's life? I don't know. I'm confused. I want to assert myself but it seems so selfish. And the most horrible thing is, I replied in a harsh and horrid manner. Urgh. Why can't I do anything right?

Um, there's 2 Christmas productions going on this weekend. One is by FGA and the other, by my church.
If you want to go to FGA's one, the address is as follows:
Full Gospel Assembly
Lot 689 Taman Goodwood
Jalan Kuchai Lama, Off Jalan Kelang Lama
58200,Kuala Lumpur
Tel:03-79814755

My church's production is at Hotel Flamingo. It's somewhere near Ampang. It will be held from 20th to 22nd Dec and will start at 7pm (I think).

You are invited to come!! It'll be a wonderful experience!
Merry Christmas.

BLOODY HELL. If I didn't email my dearest tutor, I would have to kiss my application to the UK goodbye. Gave him the form ince after prelims and he hasn't done it even after A levels!!! That's outrageous...is he really that busy? But thank God he acted promptly and have started on the thingy and the form's on its way to the UK now! Yay! Now I'm keeping my fingers crossed that the acknowledgement card will arrive as soon as possible. :) It's really crazy coz almost everyone around me are receiving conditional offers from the unis already! And here I am, still waiting for the UCAS acknowledgement card. Sheesh. SHeesh. SHEESH.

I'm so sorry to spoil anyone's jovial mood tonight. But I can't help it.

I hate myself I hate my life and I hate this bumming period. Period.

Bleh.

I wanna go for lessons too...

Go visit Rachel's blog. It's so nice and purple. Hee.

Should I start my Christmas wish list again?? Haha. But what I need really, really desperately now is a diary! I have only 3 more pages to go. And I tried looking for one today and can't seem to find the perfect one. Oh well. I hope it drops from heaven. Heh.

My Commitment as a Christian

I'm part of a fellowship of the unashamed. I have stepped over the line. The decision has been made. I am the disciple of Jesus Christ. I won't look back, let up, slow down, back away, or be still. My past is redeemed, my present makes sense, my future is secure. I 'm finished and done with low-living, sight-walking, small-planning, smooth knees, colourless dreams, tamed visions, mundane talking, cheap living and dwarfed goals.

I no longer need preeminence, prosperity, position, promotions, plaudits or popularity. I don't have to be right, first, tops, recognized, praised, regarded and rewarded. I now live by faith, lean on His presence, walk by patience, live by prayer and labour by power.

My face is set, my gait fast, my goal is heaven, my road is narrow, my way rough, my companions few, my Guide reliable, my mission clear. I cannot be bought, deluded or delayed. I will not flinch in the face of sacrifice, hesitate in the presence of the adversary or meander in the maze of mediocrity.

I won't give up, shut up, let up until I have stayed up, stored up, prayed up, paid up, preached up for the cause of Christ. I am a disciple of Jesus. I must go till He comes, give till I drop, preach till all know and work till He stops me. And when He comes for His own, He will have no problem recognizing me - my banner will be clear!

I think I need new bras. Heh.

Anyone else up for a bikini wax sometime soon?

Hey. Noticed I have lots of spelling and grammatical error in my blog. But heck. It's MY blog, mind you.

Well...............I think there's nothing much lah. Getting a bit bored with blog. Nothing much to rant about anyway. And I'm pretty happy with my life now. *grin* *grin* *grin* And besides, you don't expect me to record the exact same things I put down in my diary right? Heh. Dumdeedum.

Bye.

Feel so disorientated suddenly. Like I really have no sense of direction anymore. There is no more purpose to each day. Hm. Have to literally think of things to occupy myself with. And I'd better get something to do before I rot.

Anyway. Saw some..uh...no, more like 150 Grad Night photos. And should go read Wee lee's blog. Lotsa details on what he did. I shall not go into the details lah. Basically it's just this: Eat, listen, take heulluva photos and talk. That's all. So that's all. Can see lots of chio bus baring their assets. Heeeee...